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Thanks for visiting. I am just putting "it" out there. If you read don't be offended. This is where I vent about my sometimes crappy life. But, I live it hopefully every day praying for a better day.. I have lost so many friends in the last three years.. If I didn't bitch.. I'd cry everyday..

Thursday, July 22, 2010






The progression of the Tee Shirt quilt.. It took 6 days to complete. I did nothing else but work on it and then delivered it today..
Dr Rachael Hudson was surprised. She seemed to like it and now I have $180 credit at the vets. Nice barter.. She is happy I hope and I will use that credit up having all these pets. Everyone of which seem okay right now. It's beastly hot here and no relief in sight. There is a tropical depression a brewing in the Caribbean Islands. Let us hope it doesn't hit the Gulf too badly. They sure need a break.

I have felt terrible this last week. But can't figure out why. Have had shotting pain in my right arm.. Pain in my legs.. Pain in my hips.. Sewing pain.. Not sure.. With this quilt delivered .. for some reason my pain seems a little less today.. Connection.. or what ever has been ailing me is healing it's way ... away.. Thank goodness for that.. I am not much for going to doctors anymore.. having been a nurse.. I have seen enough of them.. I don't think that there is really much care out there.. It is more about money.. Number of clients they can see in a day.. How much they take to the bank. I think the "drug company's " are the same.. How many Rx's can the doctors write for them.. How many pills can they sell.. I've lost too many friends in the last three years. What did medicine do for them.. Very little .. Delays in treatment.. No cures. Pain and suffering.. Boy, does that all sound depressing..
I'm just going to muddle along here as best I can till the end.. God's got that plan not me.. So off to cook some supper .. Lima beans, rice and a couple of scrambled eggs..Didn't say I was a great cook.. Heat index at 104.. who would want to cook...

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Working on T shirt quilt.. finally.. Will post pictures later.. I've put this project off long enough. It's a for pay quilt.. So I should get it done and out of here... We'll see how this goes..

Friday, July 9, 2010




Life is crazy week.. When to visit daughter.. Only got to go grocery shopping one time.. Never left her house.. Busy helping watch children.. Not made about that.. Mad that husband was such a pain.. Don't spend any money.. What are you think'n.. Don't buy anything. You are fat.. You are lazy.. Crap .. You'd be fat too if you couldn't do any of the things you used to love to do.. But after 35 years I can't walk any where.. I have no income.. No health and no where to go..
So I will go quilt with my scraps.
Latest completion .. Off to work on a quilted bag.. And start the t-shirt quilt..

Sunday, July 4, 2010

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Pictures of the dress I finished this week.. Finished quilting the bright quilt.. It needs a name.. Working on a scrapy thing for donation. Project in works. And the dogs soo tired after a bath. They are still tired 20 hours later. French Fry refused to go for a walk this morning. His time may be drawing near. It will be so hard. Carol my dear friend called.. Her husband is so jealous of our phone calls. How sad. He has such a wonderful woman for a wife. Yet, he taunts her with nasty words all the time. I'm going to throw you and your dad out of the house.. You have til 5 pm to do what I want or your out of here. She is so sweet.. cooks gourmet meals for him. does laundry, cleans, bows to him.. But, nothing she does for him is seen in his eyes.. Always his way or the highway.. She takes such good care of her whole family.. Men.. who can really understand them
My dear husband has learned say those kind of things to me and I'd be out the door running in the opposite direction and filing papers .. Life is too short to be walked on..
Sometimes when my fibro world or what ever it is that is really wrong with me is acting up, I just don't know how much longer to be here.. Get really tired of the pain.. Try to keep a positive view but sometimes very hard to do.. Off to finish binding on Quilt..